leBALCONduVERRE/ed.9.0/__{ adieu.tristesse }

24.5.04

Ah, Memories
mood: better
music: "Take Me Alive" by Tweaker

Well, I feel much better than I did yesterday--I could actually get out of bed with few problems, and I could eat more than rice and eggs. The apartment has been empty all morning, with Mom at work and Kristen playing tennis with Eric and all. Lauren and I have been relaxing at home, mostly doing nothing. I still feel kind of crappy, but at least I haven't passed out on the bed yet.

Lauren's been playing FF7 all morning, and I must say it's been making me rather nostalgic. I haven't played that game in forever, but it's still my favorite Final Fantasy game. Summer always makes me nostalgic because I get the chance to play games that I haven't played in a few years. Ah, summer is wonderful.

I get the feeling that sometimes I live a little too much in the past and not concentrate enough on the present; I tend to fall into the feeling that things were so much better back then. Of course, there were a lot of things about back then that were much better, but now that I've pulled out of the hell that was 2003, I'm feeling much better about how life is turning out. I hope things don't turn shitty again, but I don't think they will any time soon.

Whoa, random tangent! I guess I'm feeling thoughtful today.

I don't plan on going anywhere today because of the crappiness factor of being ill, so I'll probably play a video game or something and hopefully write in my diary, which I really need to do. My memory's only getting worse, and I need to write stuff down or I'll forget it.

Ever get the feeling that someone is irritated at you for something small, and it totally irritates the hell out of you? Yeah, that's how I feel right now.

† Anonymous at 1:55 PM ‡