mood: brooding
music: "Bring Me to Life" Evanescence
God, it's a battle just to get on the internet over here. Aside from Mom, I'm able to get on the internet the least. I usually am able to get on once a week, if I'm lucky.
I actually have nothing to do this weekend--no homework or projects or anything. It feels weird. I've been so stressed lately it's strange to get a breather.
I've overdosed on caffeine in a sense, so now I'm not allowed to have any for the next few days. It's because last night while I was eating dinner, my heart suddenly doubled in speed. A little after it calmed down, it gave a really hard beat, like a drum, and a little after that, it gave sort of a bouncy beat once. It felt so weird. Mom identified it as too much caffeine, so now I can't have any Coke or (gasp) Nescafé Frothé. Frothé's are my favorite coffee drink, too, so that sucks. Right now my heart feels like an iron weight in my chest. Why is my heart so darn fragile? It gives me problems all the time! Oh well, I guess this no caffeine thing is for the best. What makes it unfair is that Lauren drinks a lot more caffeine than I do. Stupid heart.
I've discovered a new band that I reallyreally like. They're called Evanescence, and it sounds like the kind of music I want to play. I want to form a band so badly, but I just don't know where to look. It should be easier in college, though. I hate having to wait for college for everything. :p
Well, that should be all for now. I guess I'm going to go eat lunch. With water ::winkwink::. See ya!
Je t'ai croisée
Un samedi soir
Et j'ai jeté sur ta silhouette
Une poignée d'épices colorées
Mon but était clair
T'envoûter
Tout en restant
Libre-moi et libre-toi
Car le roi de l'amour
N'a plus besoin d'esclaves
Adieu, adieu la nuit
Adieu tristesse, adieu les larmes
Je ne suis plus celui
Que tu as connu, plus le même
Ô bel enfant
Qui a tant pleuré
Adieu tout est fini
Adieu les larmes, adieu la nuit
Et le soleil de minuit a brillé pour nous
Jusqu'à l'arrivée du jour
Alors nous nous sommes séparés
Comme déjà saturés des délices du futur
Et j'ai marché seul
Guidé par ton ombre
J'ai traversé la ville déserte
Encore étincelante
Du voyage des rêveurs
Je t'ai croisé un samedi soir
Et déjà j'aimais l'odeur de ton rire
Et le soleil de minuit a brillé pour nous
Jusqu'à l'arrivée du jour
