leBALCONduVERRE/ed.9.0/__{ adieu.tristesse }

16.10.02

mood: ill
music: "Glass and the Ghost Children" by the Smashing Pumpkins

I'm in the library at school right now, and I really should be looking up articles for Debate crap, but I am just not in the mood. I found out that my queasy stomache thing is derived from stress, proving the fact that I've inherited stress-related physical problems from my dad. Yet another good reason why I shouldn't be in this class. I feel like crap right now, and I wish this class would be over with soon. I had to go home early yesterday because I was feeling so crappy, but luckily Kim was on the internet later last night and she helped me feel better. We came up with names for our chibis--my conscience chibis and her Ying and Yang. My good conscience is Delano, and my bad one is Dante. That conversation came to be in a rather interesting way.

I can't wait until this weekend--I've got way too many essays due this week, and AP Language and AP US History midterms are tomorrow and Friday. I just don't think I'll have the energy to study anything for the rest of this week. I've been kind of unhappy today, which is weird. I hope I can get over it soon.

Lauren and I saw Peter at the mall a few days ago. That was a lot of fun, even if he had to leave so soon. My babysitting money was burning a hole in my pocket, so I bought two mangas that day--#6 of Inu-Yasha and #3 of Planet Ladder. I'm so glad I've filled in all the holes in Inu-Yasha; now I can concentrate on getting the newer mangas when they come out. I also managed to FINALLY order Kim's birthday present on Sunday or Monday, but it didn't get sent until 4:30 yesterday because Monday was Columbus Day. I reeaally hope she likes it! :)

At the hospital, doctors found some spots of cancer on Michael's spine and somewhere else, but the scan results still haven't come in yet. I did hear that he was feeling better, so that's good. I hope they don't find any more than those few spots. I really miss him, actually; I haven't seen him in a long time.

I guess that's it for now. Sorry for the self-pity at the beginning ^-^;;;. I just needed to let off some steam. I'm beginning to feel a little better now, though, so that's good. I guess I'll update later, then.

::falls out of chair asleep::

† Anonymous at 2:22 PM ‡